cold...
I don't understand it...
the rage inside me grows...
I was not blessed with inner peace...
walk in my kicks for a day...
feel what I feel...
surrender and retreat...
I feel pain...
I endure heartache...
will never be the same.... again...
maybe one day it will all make sense...
maybe it is just a test...
I refuse to fail...
AGAIN...
I don't understand...
I give and give...
NO ONE CARES...
everyone wants to judge..
I seek solitude..
I reject warmth...
I embrace Ice...
it needs to be that way...
it is for the best...
this is not a cry for help...
this is just reality...
this is just truth...
I do what is right...
yet everything I do is wrong...
one day I will give no more..
then what...
my heart is cold...
and I prefer is that way...
my soul is good...
I don't strive for perfection...
I am just me...
except it...
or don't...
My heart has grown COLD!!!!...
Uncanny Thoughts...